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| Larry oh larry why are you so crazy let me, tell you why, it's about love :) | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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I like to dedicated this page to my lovely X girlfriend Well, I've seen normal like another guy, on the street you see nothing special about me. I know, I am not special, and I feel that way too. I am 19 year old now I came from Cambodia, my grandparents are chinese, i was borned in vietname and my mum is half chinese/vietnamese. I came from a poor family, I came to australia,when I was 11 year old by withself the reason I came to australia, because I love to life in my dream there was civil in cambodia, which over 100th member of my family was executed I am the survivors. Before I came to australia, I felt there is nothing for me in cambodia, I've lost so many of my friend (KIlled). Everyone I knew back then seen to be disappeared everyday. Killing and Dying is seem to be very common back then I was in constant for fear from dying, one of the question, I've seem to ask peoples I've known, "What happened to my soul after I die?" Respone: Well I don't know Kiddo, I don't know when I am going to die too, It doesn't seen not every long well try to make the best of it while you are still alive May be, you will be recarnated, I don't know, You see some of the guyz that used to sit here have left us already. God Bless Them I don't care, Kiddo when I've go, don't forget to come and pray for me, you are one of the rich kids in the village that always come and help other poors like us I hope you'll come to pray for me too. (humourious one) Well kid, don't worry it about it, when you'll die, you'll know Remember when you were borned, you come with nothing accept your Dick and 2 balls, well when you died, you'll going just to take your Dick and 2 balls back So many peoples that i have great pleasure knowing have gone, my most memorable death, took my heart away, when my best friend (Young)=(Doung)"vietnamese name" he was my closet friend we used to go shoot fish and catch crab and go fishing together, he was so poored, when his mum gave birth to his Brother, they forced him and his parent out of the house, they lived on the street, I always try to do my best and tried to steal money and food for him, and his parents not long after, his brother died from lack of food and place to stay, the lived on the street. I've thought, I've done my best to help him, But I didn't, I really feel so bad, I always blame myself for this I've fail to save his brother's live (tear). I wish I can turn back time and change everything, I wish I could do more, I thought I've done my best, why I still fail. It's not fair at all. He was mixed races like me, he is vietnamese/cambodian borned. He was 13 and I was lonly 11. We are the best of friends, we felt so hopeless, and fear of death, after a while we got used to it, We knew, that there was no future for us to live in cambodia, and we learned to accept that, if we lived there any longer, we would be dead anyway we decided to come to australia together. (he was my God brother) we knew who were going to leave the country, beacause we lived near the see, in a small village in a jungle in southern cambodia peoples did business smuggling peoples out of the country, they called them (piglet) I've asked my parent if I could come to Australia, I knew I was going to die anyway, I just want to have a chance in life to have a good future and with my best friends She talked to my Dad about it, and they let me come, only with someone they can trust. So I've told Doung, that we were going to come together, and I've told him, I would to go Vietnam to visit my Grandfather's father, the only one that survived during the war, On the way to the border of vietnames, we were attack by the querrilla (Khmer rouge/Khmer Red), I was in the bus, they launch a rocket attack at us, but they missed, I've bus drove pass, at that point I knew for sure, I was going to die and my dream and hope was going to go with me, and I would experience of death myself I was just so shock, I didn't talk for a couples days, after that. | |||||||||||||||||||||||
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